leaving today

Sounds: Lyric ~ "... maybe we'll live and learn, maybe we'll crash and burn ... ... you and I, we're just ordinary people"
Feeling: ... Hopeful

I've only just warmed my seat here and already today is my last day in New Zealand ~ crazy how time flys. Looking back [as I so often do on here.. lol]I guess its true what they say all good things come to an end. Its strange I feel that way because I've got lots to look forward to in terms of finding my first job and starting to earn some damn money... which is pretty much what I've been looking forward to my whole life ~ holding my own, goin' places... and all that jazz. I feel hopeful about it I guess. All my expectations of this moment were that I'd be ready to change the world, make a difference and all that naive new graduate cliche crap ... yet on the eve of it ~ the best I can muster is that I'm feelin 'hopeful' about the future ... !?! I suppose hopeful is better than regretful. And I know better than to harbour expectations about anything...

I'm sure the mood will change once I'm immersed in the dust and humidity of Apia. I've got the busiest day ahead before I fly out so I'd better jet [literally]. G'bye New Zealand.

~ Love, Peace and Luck ~

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